7 months pregnant ... Facing separation

[lost_hope]

Mr. Bond, I think that's part of it. And I would definitely say he was happy but very reserved in the beginning. Especially when we had a few issues present itself in the pregnancy. But we are 7 months now. The likelihood of anything happening is soooo low. And he was excited and normal for five months then he slowly starting ramping up his pulling away. Ok fine, no sex bc we are being careful bc of some issues I was having. But what about kisses, hugs? Everyone tells me I am the perfect pregnant woman, so beautiful and cute bc I'm all belly, he tells me to put on makeup and never compliments me. He went through this cruel litany of things that he doesn't like about me (too embarrassing to even write here). These were all things that he never complained about before. So he was just sitting there, seething, collecting reasons he doesn't like me anymore??

And remember he's left me before. When I discovered his EA two years ago instead of begging for forgiveness and moving in with me, he stayed away at his mom's (and with her) for another three months. It took me literally moving on (like becoming genuinely happy and not arguing with him) for him to wake up and come back, move in, etc. I am at a loss bc I can't do that this time unless I move out to my own apartment with my son. From what I read on here, it's not necessarily the best thing to kick someone out or move out as they're supposed to be witness to all your wonderful 180 changes, right?

He has moved back in to the condo (we only have two months left to vacate) but he says he is "tolerating" me for his son. At the same has softened "a bit": he kisses me closed mouth quickly on the lips and calls me all the time (I refuse to call him now unless it's for "business" reasons). He calls me honey again, he has started to snuggle a little bit in bed and he has started to talk to me again. But I know from this site not to get too excited. I just really feel lost. I feel like he has created so much damage I might very well turn into a WAW in a few years! I would never have a PA but I feel like if I was ever given an opportunity it would be very, very, very hard not to have an EA (thank goodness I work will old people).