Well the tables turn some - I just went to my Dr. and reviewed my blood work from my last visit. seems that even after what I thought was 4 months of Testosterone supplements my Test levels are as low as they ever were. Dr. gave me a prescription for the Wellbutrin and some sleeping pills and a Test shot. Dr. was also supprised that the levels were not any higher. normal is 260 to 1000 - mine is only 75. Doc said that I may have to see a spec in the area to fix the problem. After I left the Dr. and went to Pharmacy to get prescription it started hitting me that I would not get any higher and was REALLY depressed.
I was waiting for the prescription to be filled and needed to talk to someone and the only one I could think of was C. She seemed to be in a very good mood. seems her new meds may be doing a better job than the last ones. So this call I was the one that was real emotional and almost to the point of tears and she was the one to give me support. She told me that going to a spec. would not be a bad thing and that it may find out why my test levels are low and get them up where they belong. She was very encouraging.
She still did not have my payroll checks done though but said she would do them and would meet me at the gym on Sunday afternoon to work out with me and give them to me then.
She was also concerned about me going to a counselor and said she would call the one she is going to and get her schedule and let me know. It was real nice to have her cheer me up when I am down. and she said "after all - that's what friends are for"
We also talke some about her work and the not so good offer from the other group to "Buy" her out. she said she was not going to give away her Book of Business and she said she might have a lead on an new employee that can service her clients. I told her that that would be a great idea and that way she would retain total control of her business. she also said she was meeting someone tomorrow for some referrals that could turn out to be a really big boost in business. Told her I would pray that all went well - told her that I prayed for her befor the last meeting too and that I feel that even tho it was not a really good (almost bad) offer that the prayer was answered in that she made a really sound business decision not to merge. I told her I was proud of her and what she had accomplished with her business.
Well I am suppose to go flying tomorrow am and then do general cleanup tomorrow afternoon. I think I will be ok for now.
