W is headed on another weekend trip. Not thrilled with it, but what can I do. She and I texted a lot this morning and at one point she said, in response to me being sarcastically mean to her, "you're just mad because I'm leaving on my weekend trip tomorrow." I responded back, "not mad, but I will miss you"
I know it was stupid to show pursuit, but I did. At least it was an honest mistake. Honest in the fact that I will miss her. She seemed to warm a little after that. Even got a winky kiss with heart emoticon?
Prayers and good thoughts needed for the weekend. I still feel like she is circling and ever so slowly drawing closer. It's like a toilet bowl flushed. I'm at the bottom of the bowl (which is what she has treated me like at times). But the vortex of my awesomeness will eventually pull her in.
How's that for a metaphor! I guess if people treat you like crap, you end up looking at the positive side of it. Haha!
M - 42 W- 37 S's - 9,6 M-12 T-14 FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011 ILYBNILWY - march '12 FIL - died jan '13 W Moved out week later
