No, I'm not doing well at all. I'm crying every day. I just don't understand how he could do this to me. To us. Because if I'm being honest he isn't seeing the kids much either.
Every interaction with him leaves me in tears. I just want to stop talking to him. Be done. This is not the man I married.
I don't deserve this pain. I can not do this for years.
Why is he so freaked out about me meeting someone else? Is he hoping I will? It's like he's trying to give me that idea.