It's a form of control that he wants over me! He wants to be able to always throw at me that I took it as far. All I had to do was be home, and live my life letting him circle the planet without grief. Like you said, it's been a long time!
I have been a saint, I'm not a saint!
But, I'm not gonna push, he's kinda catatonic for the last 6 hours!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
