"I still haven't fixed me. Not even remotely. "

Then shouldn't you star?

"Can someone at least explain to me how my W once a month for 2 years says she wants a D but does not take action?"

The majority of WASs do that.

"I think that in itself is a little bat sh i t crazy. Even when physically separated she did this. It is just crazy confusing.

T2 does your W use the D word as a control card?
Bond did yours?"

Yes my W did that. It's not crazy per se. It's their solution to a problem that they feel is impossible to get out of.

"I'm pretty sure she wants me to file and is trying to break me."

Mindreading. She's acting like a teenager and are testing your limits and boundaries.

"why would you want to be married to me" and "why would you want to be in this marriage"

Then tell her matter of factly why and then walk away. You still can't seem to do that.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER