25 I read your post 10x. It is all good and nothing I shouldn't already know..

"I see no evidence of MLC. None of her behavior is new. it's happened before."

This I disagree with. This behavior started happening 3 years ago. 18 months after daughter was born. Everything I read about on MLC fits her bill. I never loved you etc, mood swings, tattoos, blah blah blah blah.

I just bring this up so I can research and learn a little bit about what she is going through. I still haven't fixed me. Not even remotely.

Yes my head is spinning today because I am not sure I want to live my life like this. Echoing everything you said above. I'm having trouble detaching while living under the same roof. EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THE EXACT DATE SHE WILL SPEW, I STILL LET IT HIM ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS

Last night she accused me of going through one of her dresser draws. I was like huh