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[brobafet]

I got some sleep but I am unable to concentrate. All I can do is think about what I need to do to make sure I don't loose my kids. I'm getting depressed and trying to not think about the negative things right now but they are so close to the surface that my will is breaking and the dam that is holding all of this back is quickly failing.

All I want to do is see my wife and not have her be cold to me. She wants me to bring the kids birth certificates and shot records so she can enroll them into school, the advice I've received is to not bring them to her. I AM LOST! I do not want to please her but I do not want things to degrade. I am constantly wrestling decisions back and forth in my mind and I cannot just pick on and stick with it.