round and around we go

[willbwell]

I've been so busy with my class. Haven't had a chance to read posts or try and digest this latest with H. I don't even know what I am feeling...Need to make my next app. with my Coach. saw my IC here. I am still working on me. I want to bring something different to the M. I am still too guarded around H. Afraid, I will say or do something and there he goes again. Really, I think this is why my boys have been so standoffish.