Can't sleep. Talked to an attorney today. Not going to be able to afford one. Afraid I'm going to get royally screwed and will jave to leave my job in order to be close to my kids. Wife is extremely cold. Praying for answers and direction. Noting seems right. If wife gets everything ill have to look for new job. I just want my kids to be with me. I don't know what to do. Wish I could turn back time. I'm sure everyone feels that way. Worked on art today which felt good and I talked to my kids for a littke while. They sound happy. I'm just fearful..........


Me 32
W 30
Married 11
D10, S6
BD#1 January of 09
OM#1 2005
OM#2 Dec 08
OM#3 March/April of 09
Back together August 09
OM#4 May 13
W moves out June 2013
BD#2 June 21 2013
Filed July 2013
D final in Oct