Bklyn

[BklynMom]

I have been kind of freaking out on myself. I am angry that I come to these boards so much.

I know everytime I come here in some way I am wishing he will come home.

Why can't I move on from him? Why am I not happy that I am done with this nut job?

I feel pathetic. So many people I met tell me how great divorce is, why don't I think it's great.

Why do I fantasize about my happy family. It was a fantasy a dream a wish it was not reality. He was not happy. I desperately want to move on but damn it I want him back so bad!