Do you have any support from family or a C that you can talk to? I know how it is to fall into the hole and have a hard time to get out of it.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER