I'm finding a new normal. Last Friday I picked up the necessary paperwork to file. W had planned on it but was confused by it all. I figure I'll at least pick it up. Haven't had a chance to complete the forms yet as I had a busy weekend with the kids, and started a new job Monday.
The new job has been great so far. New environment and new people who know nothing of what is going on. Its refreshing. At times I find myself really excited about my future, then I remember that my W wants a divorce and everything that goes with that. It temporarily zaps the happiness out of me. Overall I'm still doing better every week, for now.
M:34 W:36 M:10 T:15 D:9 S:5 BD:12/12 Worked on the M for 6 mo before W saying it was over 5/13.