I didn't say anything about trying to put your tongue down her throat. Just a simple kiss and then that's it.
"Her: But I love our closed mouth kisses, we haven't kissed like that in a long time""
She asked for this, take this as a starting point.
"I made an attempt at this and it didn't go well. We we're lying on the bed, I started kissing her but she wouldn't open her mouth."
So? That's her choice. You have to feel her out to see what she wants and not.
"Me: I'd like to do more than just closed mouth kisses"
Right now you need to concentrate on what SHE'd like to do. Do a slow buildup to the kiss.
There were a number of positives in your interactions. Just the fact that she wants to buy a dog together is a good one.
About the lizard comment. IMHO, when she says something like that again, take her to the side and tell her that you don't appreciate comments like that. That you're trying to be a better kisser for her, however if she doesn't start telling you how she wants it, it will always be the same. Tell her that's how a couple communicates with each other.
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