One thing I certainly feel like I am stuck in a pattern with my W. For example. I do a GREAT job not pursuiting her and not talking doing any R talks for 2 months. Increase Gal and self growth. After 2 months of me not approaching her she basically approches me for D. one other thing I was suprised at was she was acting like she was around the last 2 months open to talking. I was like huh. You didn't want to talk. You wanted space. Anyways just my venting for the day. I get the roller coaster ride but this ride is getting bumpy
