Yesterday was my S 21st birthday. He is back home living with my parents during college break. I got to facechat with him and sing happy birthday and watch him blow the candles out. Hahaha Special day just wanted to enjoy with him. He's a really good kid. His dad is still out of town for work so I know he wasnt with him. Not that it matters...but still.
While leaving work this afternoon my D says I can't believe we've been here (our new place in Florida) for 2-1/2 years!!! WHAT!! Really hit me hard. WoW!!
I feel like I'm the MLC that comes out of the tunnel and thinks everythings the same... physically everything has totally changed; but emotionally I just feel like he's been away on a very long trip. Is that normal?
Probably not...I've GAL!! Went on a few meet-ups. I like my life and my freedom. Getting used to it. I think maybe because i'm with our D 24/7 that it just feels like he's still involved.
He and I haven't spoken (meaning a real conversation) in probably 3 years since after the BD. Like I said before I did ALL everyone of the listed NOT to DO's.
I'm working on my PMA , GAL, 180's and just becoming a better improved me. I still have hope that he'll come around, but I really do think that he thinks he has a better life now. Pride or ego which ever.
But the 2-1/2 year was just a wake up call of sorts. Reminding me of Time and patience...
M: 49 H: 49 S23 D24 (disabled from car accident 6 yrs ago) M: 21yrs BD: 1 month after D home from hospital (after 6 months) D: 3/11/11 Moved: 10/11/11 to FL for SCI recovery X: engaged w/OW
