One of the things that I mentioned awhile ago to you is that it didn't matter how much you changed because it was your W who had the attitude towards you. And that even if you did change, your W would go right back to getting angry at you because she hadn't dealt with her own issues.
Start standing up for yourself. Period.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.