"I guess Im going to have to force myself out of the house every night. I'm starting to spin today a little."
Don't force yourself to do something you don't want to do. That's not the point of GAL.
"It can be hard sometimes to go home and enjoy the kids when W treats you like garbage."
Then stop putting up with it. When she started telling you to move out, you really should have done something about it and start fighting back. A turning point in my sitch was when I was driving with my W and she was just quiet and p*ssy one day. I pulled the car over and told her that I had had enough and that it was okay for her to be upset, but it wasn't okay for her to take out her frustrations on me. I then told her that the next time it happened I was going to pull the car over and kick her @$$ out. And I didn't care where it was either. Within minutes she became my old W again. It was amazing.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.