Hey Portia,

I am doing well, well at least well enough. grin

Still quiet on the horizon...

Reflecting today on sex and how to cope!!! TMI? Hopefully I am not the only who has ever thought about this.

Anyhoo! Yes, hoping H gets a wake up call, but I am thinking not. From what I have seen and been told he seems on a path of self destruction that he could care less about. I guess our lives have always been so "clean" that he is now living on the dark side and up-ing his bad boy image.

I am tired of the sitch and all that comes with. The boys and I want to move on without H. Is it wrong that I wish he would vanish and leave us to live the lives we had planned?


BombOctober 2012-
OW 11/28/12 -H still denies
Separated 11/29/12
Own place 12/12/12
Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13
Oct 2013 - I knew I was done
Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life