positives from yesterday - ??? as to C & me - not much to report - I took off yesterday afternoon and drove around some - still have a LOT on my mind. when I got home I noticed an IM from mid afternoon on my home computer from C that simply said "I'm back" her status was shown as "away" but I replied with alittle message of chit chat so she would see the next time she came back to her computer that I was not ignoring her. no calls last night - I feel that I need to give her lots of space now. let her make the next move. she told me that her Phychiatrist told her "don't make any major decisions now" and "do things for you" I think I will also follow that advice.
I will have to see her this weekend though as we jointly own an accounting program that her parttime bookkeeper uses to generate my company payroll checks. her Bookkeeper called me yesterday and told me she would print them and leave them with C, and Monday is payday so I have to get them this weekend.
I thought that I was walking a fine line before but now it almost feels like I am Darned if I do and Darned if I don't
