Hi all - a few more positives - I need to keep reminding myself of them.
1. I got one of Michele's books "how to get through to the man you love" about 2 months ago and gave it to C. Told her not to read it until she really wanted to and to not feel any pressure to read it at all. She did read a little right off the bat but then put it down. Well she just quoted something from the book to me which indicates that she picked it up again.
2. After what happened and the seriousness of it setting in I have started having a hard time concentrating on ... well anything, even work. had appointments all afternoon but just walked out of the office at 1. I went to the Dr. and she put me on Wellbutrin XL and something called Alprazolam. Seems that I have been going through alot and then last sunday just kinda put me over the edge alittle. There is some good there though. I was off the IM all afternoon and when I got home I had to do some IM with my secretary to clear up some things that just had to be done and C noticed I was on my home computer and IMed HI. it came out that I was at the Dr. all afternoon and she asked if I was OK - I told her I would be fine and not to worry about me. She replied "it's hard not to"
I have to go to court first thing tomorrow but I will also take off the rest of the day and just chill. I need it. I have several DVD's that I have not seen yet anyway.
