Oh FY, I'm so sorry. You had such hopes for this trip. But please don't give up hope. She's still re-writing -- you KNOW you two had that spark prior to this, don't let that hurt you. Your W will wake up one day. And when she does, she will be gratified and amazed by your unconditional love and steadfastness. And the spark will return! Many sparks! Hang in there my friend.
Linda
Me 65, Ex 64 M 38 y 2 adult S, 4 G-Kids MLC 11/07 BD 12/09 D 3/14 Dating nice guy 7/14 Engaged to nice guy 12/17