Swede,
You are right. I'm only 35 and won't die without her. I've started with the basics: Eating, Sleeping, Working Out, and actually going to work. I haven't seen her or talked to her in a week and have started to emotionally detach. I have to go back to the house tomorrow to see the kids and will be forced to interact. I'm starting to realize the woman I'm in love with doesn't exist anymore. She's a memory that I'm hoping and praying will come back to me.
Swede...you are a strong man to have gone this far. I admire your love, courage, and strength. I hope I can do a quarter as good as you with this DBing.
My hope is fading fast now that she hired the attorney. My life has turned into a soap opera. It was so staid and boring before smile. I wish you the best. Thanks again for posting on my thread. You give me hope!