You sound so upset Dawn. Who asked you if you love your H? The friend who advised you to leave him? Did you love him BEFORE this MLC? You're right, I still love my H a lot. Not sure I could DB for  long with him being in love with the tramp if I didn't love him. 

Linda

Me 65, Ex 64
M 38 y
2 adult S, 4 G-Kids
MLC 11/07
BD 12/09
D 3/14
Dating nice guy 7/14
Engaged to nice guy 12/17