I don't want to let H go I still love him with all my heart and soul and I know that I have to let him go I just can't it hurts so much wanting what I can't have right now and hopefully I will be able to get it back and there is a good chance that I will never get it back. Why does this have to hurt so much.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
