I'm slipping back into that scared mood again and I'm back to wanting my marriage to have a turn around. I hate having these days where one day I'm fine and the next I'm not. I wish I could just get a miracle to get my marriage back on track. I know that is not going to happen any time soon. Or it may never will. I just want my H to come back to me I miss Him very much I didn't just loose my H but I lost my best friend and I don't know how to get them back. I'm trying so hard to be patient and today I've took several steps back. I'm right back into the wanting stage again.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
