Sorry about where you are and feeling your pain. You're the only one who can take those steps forward to better yourself and GAL. So many days its hard to take those steps but if you don't you crawl under a rock of guilt, saddness, etc. and next thing you know you've got an avalanche to crawl out from. Take the steps while the rocks are small.....
Had a near similar weekend as the one you described with my Mrs and it was my birthday, so I guess Happy Birthday to me????? Had a bit of a lull yesterday and realized I need to let go and focus on me.
Hope you have a good day.
Trying
Me 42, Wife 39; Married 16; Together 17; Kids: D13, S10 Wife asks for Divorce: 03/19/13 Reconcile: 07/07/13 Round 2 Starts: 02/19/17 Apartment Life: 04/21/17 PA Confirmed: 05/23/17