her feelings are NOT gone...They are covered up. Layers of fear and validation by other people who think starting over is somehow easier, has disguised her true feelings.
And even if she does not care for you at all, at this moment, that can and will change.
Time will reveal her real emotions and time will allow the good memories to resurface. Then we'll see how she goes about her life. More importantly how will YOU go about yours?
back to basics for a bit. As Sandi said, your w left you, she filed and she divorced you. She came back and left again.
So, what are your GAL plans for THIS WEEK?
yes, I need to know you are doing something this week, or joining something this week, or taking a class or going to a meet up.com thing,
THIS WEEK.
Overcome the inertia and fear. You must engage in forward motion.
Swim on. But define the best as "you being happy and your son knowing he's well loved".
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016