PM, I dont like to ask for help either. Something to work on, right?
I was thinking of something else I wanted to tell you.
Even though your children are young, they are always watching you. Taking things in when you or they dont realize it.
You do not want them to see an addictive relationship as that is not healthy.
You are being given a wonderful opportunity to show them how to navigate through life's turmoils. And you want them to see how to do it with strength and courage, honor and dignity.