The thing is that what you are doing is not working. It just isnt.
So continuing to do the same thing over and over is just going to get you the same results.
Your xw knows how you feel, trust me.
It is time for you to figure out PM. Find out who you are.
So that if you or she look to each other in the future, you can do it from a place of strength.
This is an amazing journey you are on. You get to become the very best you.
And you cant do that when your happiness is dependent on her.
It doesnt mean you have to stop loving her. It doesnt mean there is not hope for the future.
It just means that you get to figure out that happiness doesnt come from another person. It comes from within.
Let her go, PM.
You will be ok. You will get through this.
You will not regret it.
Take a leap of faith.
I know that you are right. Thank you for the continued support.
This is difficult, but it is the right thing to do. Always do the right thing!
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.