Becoming PatientMan II - Still En-Route, Post-D

[Bel123]

PM- I can really feel your pain and frustration with your XW and yourself. Sometimes, I want to give up and move on as well. I usually have the tendency to keep it all in and it eats me up from the inside. That's when the angry, resentful, confrontational Bel comes out like I am seeing on your last two posts. I've also found it these emotions were triggered not only W's actions but of my expectations as well. I honestly don't really know what the solution is but I know what we are doing here in learning to work through these feelings is the right way to become a happier person at the end. I do believe you are on the right path and whatever direction you choose to go, I am sure your self-reflection and improvements will carry with you for life. Keep your head up PM!