Completelylost, You and I are walking the same road. We're the same age and my wife told me on Tuesday she wants a divorce. The only way I can describe myself is completely broken. I miss my kids, my wife, my house, and my life. It's hard to get out of bed and I understand what you're feeling and going through. I broke all the rules as well and my W has turned into a completely different person towards me. That cold, callus, hatred causes unbearable pain. Unrequited love is devastating especially when you've been with someone for 13 years.
