Alanon went great last night. Couple more men joined. It really is nice to hear you're not alone with your control issues....
Also T and others.. Is a common behavior of MLC PARANOIA???? I know we have a history of snooping both of us but it's been so long. Some odd behavior. She gave me her phone to look at picture of kids at park. (iphone) I was zooming in on the picture and she was like in a snappy voice "what are you looking at???" I handed her phone right back and said I was just zooming in on the picture..
Then a few nights ago she noticed my laptop in the basement running 24 x 7. After her yahoo email was hacked (this seems to be happening to many of my friends) she said why is your laptop in the basement running 24 x 7 now. I looked into her eyes and told her the truth that my company no longer allowed my personal PC at work and I had to keep it on to remote login from work to send and check personal emails.
Anyways she seems very paranoid lately which usually gets my anxiety running but oddly enough as I work on myself more and more I understand it is out of my control and my mind is at ease..Just asking to sort of try to relate to the MLC/Hormonal/WAS/Angry/Hurt W I'm living with..
Also a pretty good 180 for me. Kids and her went to neighbors last night and my S asked me to go. W sort of said just the mothers and the kids. In the past I wouldn't have been smart enough to not go or take the hint. I grabbed the weed whacker and did some work.
It was a strange day yesterday. In the morning she was quiet as I told her I was doing 1:1 work and I came home after. After work she was very civil and speaking. After Alanon and open MIC she was cricket silent. So I grabbed my book and worked on myself some more. KD I counted peace signs in my sleep
