Thank you Tallula for your responses. I do read and took the advice to just have a pleasant date, no R talk , no OW talk. We did. Feel like we are trying to begin again in as far as the flirting, texting. This is all good for me. I am staying busy with my class.(have class everyday, projects, homework..) H knows this. This is where my focus has to be for now. I am still doing my GAL's yoga, out with friends last night. Sometimes I come here to vent, just to work these things out of my head. To say them here instead of saying them to H. I read other's posts. I know we all came here without wanting to be. I am so thankful for the good and wise advice. Is it always easy to follow...nope. Do I still have expectations...trying not to. Am I detached, reality, no. I do stay busy, but still find myself thinking about the sit way too much! So, its time to get to school. What I know... its a beautiful here. Its Friday. I'll get to go to yoga ,may swim this weekend. Tallula, May I ask, when is your baby due? Thank you again for following. Best to all of us!
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13