I know, there really isn't anything I can do - nor am I inclined to try. I am long past the point where I think that there is a some sort of magic fix I can conjure up. I have two things: me & time. That's pretty much it.

No word from her today....no outbound contact from me either. I would give every dollar in my wallet just to hear my S's voice or get one of his little hugs. Feels like it has been forever.

Thanks, everyone.

Crimson