I woke up this morning, and started thinking..."What the he!! im I doing, this person could really, when it comes down to it, care less if I get hit by a car on the way to work."
I'm finding it very hard to keep this up, and spend more time thinking it doesn't matter what the spouse wants now, I'm done. I cant keep living this way, I certainly cant let my kids go another year or two/whatever until something finally snaps then HOPE its the decision best for the family. With my GAL and hobbies/friends, it would be SOOOO much easier to just walk away than deal with this person I don't even know anymore.
