Terrible weather today but I went out for a spot of lunch and shopping. Also met my sister afterwards. Real good to see her newborn. Came home in a good mood. H was similarly in a good mood. He cooked me a nice dinner and we talked like the old days. I decided to be friendly but not enthusiastic towards him and not confront him about the OW for now.
It feels really strange how he's suddenly so relaxed and happy, now that he knows he's free to go. And actually NICE to me after weeks of tension and being sullen. But I'm not deluding myself b/c I know he's already started checking out rental apartments.
I really, really wonder if I should be friendly to him. I'm tempted to tell him that I still don't want a D, and that I'm only agreeing to a short term separation. Sigh. Don't know if I gave him the wrong impression 2 nights ago when I said 'ok' to a separation. Should I talk to him about this?
