KP - I guess I was just looking forward to the time with him more that anything else.
Had dinner with a good friend last night that we socialized with as a couple. He was rather surprised that things had come unwound so quickly, but was incredibly supportive. I work now with an old friend of mine from graduate school he was telling me that his wife did a WAW for a year when their son was 1 - they have since worked things back out and continue to try to do so.
XW sent me a picture of S out of the blue last night while I was out with my friend. Just a random shot of him playing -- I didn't respond. I'm really trying to stick to laying low for awhile. I really need to focus on GAL again. I think it will be easier as time rolls along.
By the way, I titled my latest thread because I cannot get the song by Pink (P!nk) out of my head....it's been on a loop for days....days. It's it COMPLETELY about a relationship and a WAW and I shared it with XW when she was here. The line "we're not broken we're just bent" in the chorus for some reason really gave me hope and inspiration. Now I really don't which of the two we are. The song is titled "Just Give Me a Reason" or something along those lines - and it really reminds me of my sitch a lot.