I realized I am scared $HITLE$$ of getting hurt again.

We all are, and we all will be, in some way.

You've walked through the fire this time and you will do it again, only next time you will have better systems in place to support you as you walk.

With or without transparency, you still have to trust and if you can't, you can't. And that's OK.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss