This afternoon is our first mediation appointment. :sad: I am pretty sure it is just a consultation but still its going down a path I don't really want.
He hasn't said anything more about moving out but I am pretty sure he still looking at houses just not sharing anything.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. It hurts that he doesn't try with me. I will never understand this. Its like a switch just went off in his head and this marriage is over.
