Its tough; getting tougher

[amy1982]

Well the other women are light, flirty, pretty....that's a factor but I think its partly for the chase. He's already mentioned that after marriage the hunt is over.
It really seems he's putting pressure on me so I understand why he wants out.I do understand the pain because Ive been thro a lot w/ his affairs that he wont even recognize as such and it was a blow when I realized I was by far not the 1st. How can he feel so devastated by the thot that I'm no longer all his but not consider how I felt when I realized he never was or could be "all mine"
I'm not sure why he'd feel pressure from me...he comes & goes as he pleases & for the 1st time in our M I'm the one who doesn't want to talk R