I offered my apology for the incident back when it happened, and continue to be there for her while giving her space. What more can I do or say? Should I continue to wait for her to bring it up? Will she ever be able to trust/love me again?

Right now it doesn't seem like it. Guess I'll know a little (or a lot) more after this trip.

M: A really long time.
Crisis: 5 years.
She's still worth it.

Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl