Found out I have been transferred to a new position today at work. I am looking at the transfer as a possible "blessing in disguise." Not what I initially wanted, but think it may be a very good change for me.
H and I talked at S14's ball game today. Was nice to talk about the game, the boys, what's going on at work...something other than the kids' schedule. He did ask me about my job transfer.
We have both been so busy our paths really haven't crossed more than briefly.
I have to say that when I look at him I see a different man. I feel empathy for him. I feel like he is a stranger- not my H. Lost, confused, yet somehow still on this path determined to have this life w OW, even through all the complications, only to find out one day it is not a life of happiness and fulfillment, but a life of disillusionment and complexities.
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.
