This is just for me to get this out if my head. When is this nightmare going to end I don't now bow much longer I can be patient until H decided what he wants to do. I don't understand why I have to wait till Friday to see if I still have marriage or not. And why can't he just stop texting back and forth Wit?h OW. I'm so afraid if we do have our talk about our R on Friday it won't be good. H is telling me one thing but I don't know what he is tell OW I'm trying super hard not to ask but its killing me not knowing where I stand in his life. I so wish he would just talk to me already. Yes I'm having a suoer hard time detaching from this whole thing.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
