Thanks for responding AS, I know I can't make it about his parents. I certainly didn't marry them. I'm also a little impatient, but I'm that way in general. You're right, I really have to stand back and take a breather, learn to be more patient. I just feel like sometimes if I don't see instant results I'm not doing something right, but I know our problems didn't happen overnight and I have to learn they're not going to get solved overnight.
When it rains it pours. It was an especially bad day today. One of my labmates threw me under the bus so she could take my work hours. Something I would have never expected from her, but she's really desperate for money. I really love working in my lab, so when my adviser chewed me out it became too much for me. I'm now at risk losing my job, and a requirement for the graduate program is to stay in your lab. I kept a cool face, and then came home and cried to my husband. He acted blase, and ignored me. I forgot I can no longer rely on him for my emotional support, especially given our sensitive situation. I guess with so many events going on this week it became a bit too much for me. I can't go out and GAL right now because I have a test tomorrow I need to focus on. I started texting a good friend of mine and got some moral support from him. I can't wait for summer school to end so I can have a month to just inhale the fresh air and take some time to think. I'm already calmer now that I've vented on here. I guess this has helped.
