first time(&last) & still need help

[albamarie]

Nero,

I'm most desperate just be on a good path, and have this way behind me. Your right w H here everyday it's harder. He doesn't want to leave me, why would he really, I haven't done anything wrong. He can't function w/o me, or at least it would not be at this level of quality.

So why the hell am I scared. He's the one who needs to wake up and smell the lack of independence. He needs to miss me, understand what he's giving up, and not want to trade any of that for an stupid "friendship" w a looser.

Or, GTF out! I can't make it any more simple! Oh, yea I can leave! We'll see, like you I am just hanging on to the gift of time!

(((((()))))))) hugs! dm