Linda, I think in his head he is trying to establish the friendship, just like he wanted all along. But, I have a feeling that on subconscious level he is trying to reconnect. I also think that he will be fighting any feelings in him besides the friendship.

Our vacation home doesn’t have internet, but there are some WiFi spots around where I normally go to check my e-mails. I have Verizon phone and there is no service in this part of Mexico. I have a paid phone when I go there, so I can make local calls. I can also call US, but it is more expensive. H doesn’t know my paid phone number, but he can get it from our mutual friends, if he needs to. I don’t think he will be calling me while I’m there, but you never know…

I hear you about MLC messing up your brain. I just hope that I’m stronger now and can handle some disturbances, LOL.

M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state