so, back a moment. was out pruning- got thinking- it was your comment "don't feel strong enough" to change locks.
i get like that too - i am not the "grand gesture" type- this we know. so didn't mean to be preachie- but only do it if it's what you think you want to do - not your c or anyone. *me included.
hope you're feelin okay and nite was okay-
sorry you were in such a bad "place" - hope it's a bit better now- one way or the other.
i get impatient for a "resolution" - ALOT. IT MAKes me crazy and sometimes i even think it would be better to bash ahead and do something tremendously stupid & rash and just be DONE.
then i regain my composure- and continue on my prudent little path. it makes me crazy - but it would seem to be my comfort zone - prudence, caution - idk- don't we gotta be who we are???
like those wonderful hot pink heels that are pppeeeerfect - we'll know when it's rite and not hesitate one bit - donja think?