So lastnight I asked my H about our talk from the other night (about separating). I told him I was confused about what we ended up saying in the end. I asked him what is going on. I said, 'ok..did we decide not to decide? I am confused.'

He said, 'We did NOT decide NOT to decide, we just didn't decide.'


I am getting so annoyed by all of this. I am pretty sure he is just stringing me along, this is an awful feeling frown I know there is a tiny shred of hope for him, somewhere under everything, that is the hardest part for me.

I guess we will have to see where his heart ends up leading him.

M: 8 yrs T:14
Twins:7 S:5
BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013
Mar/Apr/May: MC
June: "living in limbo"
Sept 12: H moves out
Oct 20: reconciling
Jan-Feb 2014:MC
Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.