Crimson.....Holy smokes, I'm piecing,

[BC39]

Your in my thoughts in prayers.

I'm certainly not going to compare your sitch to mine, but SOME of the stuff your going through and feeling are so eerily similar to mine its like your typing the words for me.

Its a daily struggle for me looking for answers, questioning everything, trying to give up any control over the situation, not being affected by W actions, coming to terms with the fact things have changed, etc etc etc.

Its all SO confusing at times.

Some days I don't know if I am standing for my family or if I am just chasing thin air. I'm probably not the only one here that wishes this ordeal came with a playbook

I would be shocked if I haven't asked myself that same question 1000 times.

Again, my thoughts are with and your son...